Last stick syndrome

and So the whole ghost thing is becoming more and more annoying my mom actually asked me to not sleep in my room. I just gave her a look from hell and and she didn't say anything anymore damn good imagine you cant even sleep in your own room now how fucked up is that. Rite so went for soccer today it was good, after that went to chill out at 7-eleven's with Azmi,Brahim and Ezzat. So i got home rite saving my last stick and all cos for those of you who know me you know how i like to have that one stick before i sleep it has really got to be a habit its very difficult for me to sleep without smoking first so i was saving my last stick all ah then i went down for dinner got back damn tired all want to go and sleep so what do i do reach into my ciggie hiding place took the pack opened it, here comes the twist there was nothing inside! So i stone ah. I thought maybe the ghost or what sapu(steal in malay) the the ciggie one time or what or maybe there was just a mis culculation some where ah so decided to ask my bro for a stick, he was bathing to got to work at that time so i knocked on the bathroom door then i asked him ah can i have a stick you kow what he replied "OH i took your last stick" now how fucked up is that i mean at least ask ah come on ah fack i was damn pissed ah imagine your last stick you know at time you crave for it the most and its gone just like that just imgine the pain i felt i wanted to break down and cry you know hahaha damn emo k but ya its still damn bastard ah such a facker the best part he kept the empty box at the hidding palce giving me false hope all and he told me he took it with a grin you know really a facker sia i am lost for words ah. riteo catch y'all soon ah ciao!!take care you guys

the meaning of cock upness

The thing is i am supposedly being followed by female entity for almost two months now but i didnt know abt it till abt 3 weeks ago. It all started 3 weeks ago when i had this same dream for 3 nites straight on the nite it was abit different i actually like wanted to confront her i dunno what made me do it but i did it. So the next morning i woke up with a scratch on my face so i panic abit ah it told my mom about and she didnt think much of it she just asked me to put the novena prayer book under the pillow and suah. My dad was the best he told me i should stop reading horror stories and ghost movies. Then all of a sudden the whole game plan change cos two of my aunties had a dream about me being followed by a ghost, my mom and dad stone big time. Last sunday some guy came to see me to drive the spirit away. He came started chanting all letgo his finger here and there abit told me is something following me for 2 months all ask me to do this and that talk cock here and there he ciao. Thats were everything cock up as if it isnt bad enough having a female spirit following you around now i got to deal with my parents, they telling me i cannot come back late cannot buy food home after 12 that kinda of bullshit ah i am getting damn fed-up i tell you its not funny anymore ah. In the first place rite why in the world the spirit would want to follow me its like it has nothing better to do ah and it gave my parents a very good reason for my parents to make me stay at home and not go out till late its damn screwed up ah anyways i gotta go sleep now hope you read the next post and in the words of a wise Italian CIAO!

first entry ever

Hello everybody i know some of you may never believe that i blog but that is what life has come to. After quiting school there is only so much you can do you know what i mean. Yeah sooo i might start school in march but that is if all goes well esp with the parents they are abit anal with me at the moment after the "bomb" i dropped on them. Riteo the past few days have been very eventful it on started on Thursday Dhiban's chalet i went with Russ to check in ard 4 thinking that Dhiban and Aaron were coming ard 8 or 9 but no! they came at freaking 4 am i was fucking pissed but while waiting for them shinks, jhiva, russ and I had abt 2cans of barons each half a bottle of vodka and a bottle of wine so it wasnt too bad. So then came the day of the actual party we woke up ard 12 Aaron on the other hand was sleeping outside the chalet till ard seven he was sleeping beside the drain ah damn funny cos jhiva had to go school so he woke up ard 7 then he woke me up and said"Eh dei why your friend sleeping outside want me to wake him or not" i burst out laughing ah damn funny ah. We went for a swim orderd Macs then went for some audition thingy at some chinesed named JC near Clementi it was for a local compilation album judges liked us but results are only out next week headed back to pasir ris for the chalet then it started lah the drinking the throwing up the cake cutting and shite like that, reached home at 0510 woke up at 0800 for my cousins wedding went to ST.Theresa's church thats also in the west, set up the place took photos and I actually was given the honour of releasing the birds at the end of the wedding that was cool and all. I had to rush home change and cab down The Pines at stevens road at3 for the reception which actually didnt start till abt 7. So i waited for the guys to set-up the instruments and shite the cousins band did sound check cos the guys were all hanged over from the previous night so what did i do while waiting? Have a few beers ah then the whole thing started had more beers till it ran out at which point we switched to wine. We played a few songs, my god pa was so impressed that he gave us $100 for supper and cab money den we headed down to newton circus for supper which was good had a few more beers so after we decided that we couldnt drink anymore we shared a cab in which i concussed Shaun and Aaron woke me up when the were getting off which was good hahaha. Reached home and went directly for the bed slept like a baby awesomeness i tell you. So thats what basically happened these few days it has been good, still recovering from alcohol abuse. Thats it for my first entry catch y'all soon